- must find busty pastel gothy blondes attractive (me)
- must enjoy music
- must be able to lift 9 stone (me)
- must be cute in the face and mean in the hips.
- must enjoy water activities, such as: showering, swimming, wearing white and running in the rain, my panties, baths…
- must smoke, I don’t want to be stood at the window alone for my after cig sex while you’re still covered in cum in bed without me.
- must love adventures and travelling
- must be taller than 5’4 (me)
- must love jäger
- must love to get wild with me at festivals
- must let me play with your hair
- must be patient with me, I promise I’ll work it out in the end and apologise eventually.
I’m stuck between wanting:
1. A long lasting relationship with my soulmate who supports me and protects me and is my partner and we are completely bad ass together and in love
2. Wanting to have casual sex and rip out the heart of everyone person I meet
3. Being independent and having a loyal dog while I’m married to my career
3 applies right now, just no dog. And maybe a bit of 2.
Anyone feeling number 1?
WHY AM I SO ATTRACTED TO BOYS WITH MESSY HAIR WHO LOOK LIKE THEY HAVENT SLEPT IN 72 HOURS
If you die you’re completely happy and your soul somewhere lives on. I’m not afraid of dying. Total peace after death, becoming someone else is the best hope I’ve got.
I’m currently a size 8-10.
If I don’t get to a size 4-6 by the end of the year I’m gunna have a breakdown. Exercise just isn’t working fast enough or these stupid fucking pills.
I just want to get rid of this shit on my body, it isn’t me.